I love nobody

2012-02-08T22:09:00.001+08:00

不要谈什么分离
我不会因为这样而哭泣
那只是昨夜的一场梦而已

不要说愿不愿意
我不会因为这样而在意
那只是昨夜的一场游戏

那只是一场游戏一场梦
虽然你影子还出现我眼里
在我的歌声中早已没有你

那只是一场游戏一场梦
不要把残缺的爱留在这里
在两个人的世界里不该有你

喔为什么道别离又说什么在一起
如今虽然没有你我还是我自己

说什么此情永不渝
说什么我爱你
如今的我依然没有你
我还是我自己

2012-02-08T12:53:00.000+08:00

single and fabulous

2012-01-31T09:58:00.001+08:00

too fat, not good
too skinny, like bones

too pretty, got bf
too ugly, don't like

WTF?!

2012-01-31T08:50:00.002+08:00

我在搞笑藉着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉我受不了
还在搞笑害怕回家不知怎麽熬
这麽多年早就习惯有你的撒娇

我在搞笑却在醉后眼泪拼命飙
你的离开失去多少我计算不了
忙完了一天突然觉得又何必辛劳对谁炫耀

还在搞笑是否拥有麻痹的疗效
唱一夜歌却避不开催泪的曲调

2012-01-20T08:59:00.002+08:00

我太笨明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身

或许你从来都没真正的爱过我。
或许我只不过是你的一颗棋子。
很多事我并不是不知道，只是不想知道。

走吧，永远都不要回来。
不会狠你，只是不想再见到你。

2012-01-16T10:35:00.003+08:00

是我自己傻，自己笨。
爱错人，信错人。
不怪你，也不会恨你。
因为从来都不是你的错。
是我自己答应你的邀请，和你玩这一场爱的游戏。
你不会回来的，我认识的你，不可能会回头。
可能我从来都不是你那位对的人。
我傻，我笨，因为曾经我以为你是我的避风港，无论我在外遇到了什么困难都会有你。
只想要躲进你怀抱，摘下那面对其他人的面具，做回我自己。
我好想你。

2012-01-15T10:06:00.002+08:00

why am i dreaming of you
why couldn't i let go of you
why am i missing and thinking of you
why despite me being so in pain and heartache, i still miss you
still care for you
why am i so fan jian
you looking so happy, but why am i still stuck here
i wanna love you and give you all the best in the world
i wanna tell you everyday how much i miss you and how blissful i am to be with you
i dont wanna cry over someone who i love so much, i dont wanna be so heart broken because of you
have you ever ever love me and place me deep in your heart?

2012-01-14T06:52:00.001+08:00

明知道爱情并不牢靠
但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬

朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真的真正的可笑

爱得太真太容易让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易不顾一切满是伤痕
我太笨明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身
但我相信有点可能
可能在爱里面这样算笨
可能永远没有所谓永恒
但是我不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨

2012-01-13T09:58:00.001+08:00

如果你不曾心碎你不会懂得我伤悲
当我眼中有泪别问我是为谁
就让我忘了这一切

啊给我一杯忘情水换我一夜不流泪
所有真心真意任它雨打风吹
付出的爱收不回

给我一杯忘情水换我一生不伤悲
就算我会喝醉就算我会心碎
不会看见我流泪

2012-01-12T13:03:00.003+08:00

i dont wanna feel sad
i dont wanna feel hurt
i dont wanna miss you
i dont wanna love you
i dont wanna stare at all the gifts and msgs and cry
i dont wanna think about how you hold other girls in the arm
i dont wanna think about you, about us all the time
it was all just a mistake, a mistake to start off with

i really really really dont wanna feel upset and miss you, i really dont want. dont, just dont make me upset anymore, just dont make me cry anymore. i dont wanna cry for you anymore. i wanna just lose my memory about all these, about everything. wake up fyn, wake up. it was all just a dream, a nightmare to begin with.

2012-01-03T17:58:00.002+08:00

相爱的人不会因为一句分手而结束。只要经过一个曲折熬了过去爱就又增长了点，又一个曲折熬了过去大家学会珍惜对方一点，只会深深的相爱着，懂得对方的好，不会再分开。

2011-12-29T22:47:00.003+08:00

boi, remember the f word? faith. once, your bmtc bunkmates commented that we wouldn't be able to last long. you told me faith comes into your mind. that you ask me not to let you go so easily, that we will work hard and take a rest when we are tired before we continue again. recently, ive tried to look things at a bigger picture and looking for all the answer of my question in our conversation.

then i chance upon alot of hidden message. and this strong feeling in my heart, this feeling seems to be telling me neither of us are giving up on this yet. and its guiding me that what we all need now is a break out time to rest, to grow and to become better before we can play in the competition again. all these feelings of mine have been telling me that you want me to be better, to grow and also to prepare the both of us ready for the next step in our future. where i will graduate and get a full time job, and you ord-ing, getting into a uni and a job. but for every gamble we take involves risk.

there might be a chance that either of us got used to rest and is too lazy to play in the competition again, where the rest is supposed to make us feel better and energetic to finish the match. but these are just all my feeling and intuition. i don't know if im thinking too much to come up with all these nonsense or are these the real message that you have been trying to sent to me? but im afraid of taking anymore risk to ask you for an answer again. cause getting no and a rejection from you stands 90%. but, i'm always a risk taker, cause i believe this 2 years is not a dream or story. it did happened and i believe the mutual feelings that we both shared. and i believe if either of us were to be so easily tempted and give up on one another, we would have long ago.

i still believe and pin my hope on this remaining 10% chances of yes and my feelings and you. boi, am i right? give me a sign will you? let me know if im right in all the feelings and hidden message about us. let me know if all the mentioned above are just me thinking too much and is on the verge of going crazy or is exactly the way you think. hao bu hao? i know you will be reading this....

just any sign will do, a text, a call, an entry on your blog, an email or what so ever. a reply about this. the answer is killing and affecting me so much, i really need to know the answer. but i'm super afraid of texting you all these, because it just doesn't seems serious enough in texting and you cant feel my emotion at all.

i miss you;
i love you in the past, in the present and maybe in the future.

2011-12-28T22:47:00.002+08:00

ah ma, i miss you. can you guide me through my way and teach me what am i supposed to do now? just give me a sign can you?

2011-12-28T22:34:00.002+08:00

just yesterday while i was working, or almost every other time when i'm working. there are always babies crying. but yesterday, this thought strikes me.

why do humans cry? and what's the definition of crying? does it diff in between gender and ages? i then sit down and draft up a comparison table in my mind. first, why do babies cry? was it because they wants to seek attention,uncomfortable? or are they just crying for the things that they want? why do adults shed tears? when you are crying over loss, over pain, and also the things that you want so badly.

then what differs them you ask? nothing actually, adult cry just because they feel the pain, the sorrow inside their heart, while babies cry because they doesn't have any other way to express themselves, you don't expect them to go drinking or working aren't you? what about the similarity then? my dad once told me, when a baby cry for something that they want but is unnecessary, just ignore them and let them cry, they will get over it sometime. there you go, human's cry might be a little longer.. but again, as time goes by when the thing they want so much still doesn't goes to them, many of them give up and stop crying for it.

babies cry almost every single day over every single thing. but when adults cry, we cry for our pain, our sorrow even though there might be other way of expressing it. because crying, is the most fundamental gift that we were born with, something that doesn't requires teaching. something that we will always do when we can't find any thing to replace it, something you'll believe most in when the world of yours seems to be pulling apart.

i miss you;
i love you in the past, in the present and maybe in the future.

2011-12-27T23:10:00.003+08:00

today, i learn something new again. every single day, i learn and understand from people of different age group, different gender. see all sorts of different people in the world.

what is it that you want in your life? what's love? i was told that love is when both party comes together and understand what they want in their life, and from there gives in their everything to achieve that. no one's love life will be ever smooth sailing. there bound to be ups and downs everywhere.

its been almost 2 weeks and I've been thinking real lot. looking at things from a bigger picture and searching for hidden messages. i don't know if i'm thinking too much or my trip down to Christmas service really lightens me. but i seems to have found the hidden message. i know i might sound weird here or anyone who's reading this might think i'm just thinking too much and wishing for the impossible to happen.

but i have this very strong feelings inside me, so strong that i couldn't deny its existence in wanting to lead or tell me something in life that i would have never think of. everything was in a mess at first, but the moment when i cooled down and try to sort the puzzle pieces, it starts forming a nice picture out of it. i might be right and i might be wrong in my feelings.

i don't even know how long will the hidden message becomes un hidden to me and reveal its secret or its just all my side of story. but i really hope i'm right this time round in my feelings, the mutual feelings that we both share. because we ain't someone who gives up so easily, i believe. the f word comes into my mind, faith.

i miss you;
i love you in the past, the present and maybe in the future.

2011-12-27T23:07:00.003+08:00

i hate my phone when it's enter button is just below the backspace button.
i hate whatsapp when it only requires one time enter to sent a msg rather than twice compared to sms.
i hate my finger for being overly busy.

FML X 100 million times

2011-12-26T09:02:00.002+08:00

just yesterday, i went for Christmas early in the morning with whom i respected a lot. it was a brand new experience for me, looking at all sort of people of different races, countries. had all come today at this ballroom early in the morning to celebrate Christmas together with god. i was pretty amazed by how united they are, singing and wishing each one besides you Merry Christmas. it was never something i would have try and see from the another side of my point, the world.

she told and taught me a lot of new stuffs in life, in a relationship. sometimes, words come from an elderly and someone whom you respect a lot tends to make you snap out of your silly thoughts you used to have.

last week, was a torturous week for me. i became single after 2 yrs being attached to a boi whom i always love with all my heart. different values, different perspective, jealousy and trust in life that we have leads us to who we are now. you may say the time is not correct and we are not old enough yet.

silly me misses him so much every single day, trying to see his stuff and try texting him again. when i know his replies doesn't mean anything anymore. it was no longer baby talk but just a normal reply. people says when going through a break up, the healing that you need is normally the half of your time spend together. - Charlotte York, Sex and the City. up till today, i had never imagine this day will come nor happen to me.

My love, if you happen to read this which i don't think you would bother to. i just wanna say, i will get stronger, take good care of myself. and at the same time missing you as always. i don't know what the future holds, like what you say. i don't know how long your ship will sail before reaching the pier again. i don't know if i will still be waiting on the shore. i don't know even if the ship reaches the pier would you still want the same customer on board again. but i hope that someday, someday when the ship reaches the pier and is too old to sail again. inform me will you? for a cup of coffee, some dinner perhaps. though i don't know if i'll still be there anymore.

she taught me two things in a r/s that both party should always understand/agree on a common ground no matter how different they are. loyalty/faithfulness and open/honesty. i guess, we have the first but not the second. i don't know how you are feeling right now, sad or relief or maybe both. but i really hope everything's gonna be alright for you, you are strong.

i gotta admit, its really very very painful and hard for me to heal, its almost impossible. which explains all the texting and begging. but i need to heal, i have to. i have to complete my diploma and graduate in a few months time, i have to get a job. no matter how painful it is to me, i have to survive and continue living. i have to learn to deal with various factors that will affect me and weaken me. i have to be stronger to pull my life back to it's original place again. even though i totally have no idea on how to. but i cant escape, i have to learn all this to be a better and stronger me.

i miss you;
i love you in the past, the present and maybe in the future.

2011-12-03T22:45:00.000+08:00

我就是不喜欢。但我又能做什么？

2011-11-19T19:51:00.001+08:00

that instance when you literally let your tears flow when you finally heard your love ones voice and they are alright and safe. my heart's too weak for this. please dont let it happen anymore.

2011-09-12T23:47:00.002+08:00

fyn wu. You gotta control your mindset. You dont do it doesnt mean others cant. Please be fair to others since you always complain of unfairness okay. Why like that? Why so insecured out of a sudden? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? I dont wanna behave like that too. Help. I need help here. I need to know whats wrong with me. Teach me what to do can you?

2011-08-31T02:23:00.002+08:00

All i wanted to say along is dont meet her. Can you? Just dont bother about her meeting up can you? Cause i dont feel fucking safe at all. Wth is she trying to do? Kept sms and calling you just for meet up? Dont you ever think its strange? Alone? One to one? Come on, other than bff, girls wont waste their time of meeting a guy alone if she isnt interested.

Ive know nic for 7freaking yrs, yet every single time he asked to meet up alone with me, i always rejected. For two full yrs. Every single time. Because i know the feeling aint gonna be nice. Why cant you do the same? I guess im just asking too much from you. Too much. I cant breathe. I really cant anymore. Just what does she wants from you?! Fuck off and stop asking for meet up can? You are a girl as well, cant you feel how i will react or feel if you were to have a bf and a random girl from nowhere keep asking your bf to meet up alone?! Cant you spare a thoughts for me?!

Wth is wrong these few days?

I just keep feeling more and more insecured already and this same old meeting up issues have to resurface. First was movie alone, now drinking alone. Next time what? Dinner alone isit? Wtf? Why are you snatching my bf from me?!?!

Fuck!

2011-08-22T02:28:00.002+08:00

教一教我，我到底该怎么做，好不好？

心明明是自己的，可是，我真的不知道要怎么让它听一听有道理的话。

2011-08-22T02:09:00.004+08:00

是我想太多我也这样说.这是唯一能安慰我的理由.

我到底在想什么，在害怕什么？我真的不知道。

crap. i give up. im tired of thinking here and there, this and that.
and yes, im feeling insecured right now. damn insecured. just like how you used to have that darn feeling last time.

just that this time round it is me, is like i could lose you to anyone at anytime. and i dont know why.

maybe i should just trust that word.
if it's meant to happen, it always will.
no matter how you prevent it.

i guess i need to reformat and update myself frequently like an apple product, reconsider about everything. delete away unwanted apps to save more spaces for new ones.

是不是爱越深，越怕失去，所以捉的越紧？
那我令愿不要爱你爱的那么深，才不会那么害怕失去你，就不会把你捉的那么紧，而是让你像你喜欢自由的老鹰一样展翅高飞。

fuck everything, fuck myself.
i need a drink,

i really dont know what's wrong with me, what's going through my head.

2011-08-01T10:28:00.002+08:00

原来我一直在害怕担心的事早就发生了。
我还真的是后知后觉。什么都不知道。

手，放開

2011-07-30T02:21:00.001+08:00

我把自己關起來只留下一個陽台
每當天黑推開窗對著夜幕發呆
看著往事　一幕一幕　再次演出你我的愛

我把電視機打開聽著別人的對白
也許那些故事可以給我一個交代
你要的愛　我學不來　眼睜睜看情變壞　人怔怔看情感慨

不能給你未來　我還你現在
安靜結束也是另一種對待　當眼淚留下來
傷已超載　分開也是另一種明白
我給你最後的疼愛是手放開
不要一張雙人床中間隔著一片海
感情的污點就留給時間慢慢漂白
把愛收進胸前左邊口袋
最後的疼愛是手放開
不想用言語拉扯所以選擇不責怪
感情就像候車月台　有人走　有人來
我的心是一個站牌　寫著等待

我把收音機打開聽著別人的失敗
哽咽的聲音彷彿訴說著相同悲哀
你的依賴　還在胸懷　我無法輕易推開　我無法隨便走開
感情中專心的人容易被傷害

习惯了，就好。

HELLO

2011-05-10T15:55:00.002+08:00

hey, been long since i'm back here.
life's been fine. birthday is around the corner, but as usual not a very happy one.
whatever it is, enjoy your life!

365 days!

2010-11-15T15:41:00.002+08:00

happy 1 year anniversary Roy lee! :)

its been 365 days since we are together. who would have thought that me and you would be able to make it?

tolerating my nonsense, eating nice and awesome food with me, sharing with me everything under the world.

thank you, for this chances given. in asking me to be your girlf. no regrets, totally.

2010-08-29T19:26:00.006+08:00

Boyf: dear, go post photo on your blog okay? then i go home faster read!
Me: don't want!

Boyf: *pout pout* *make damn sad sound*
Me: i tot you don't want me to post? always don't want sent me the photos

Boyf: you must be forceful abit ma, like " dear i don't care by tonight must sent me the photos!"
Me:orh! okay okay!

SEE! i posted a Ninja photo of you on my blog orh! :D

Loved you yesterday, love you still, always have and always will. ♥
Thanks for pampering me always like nobody's business.

PS; i miss you, Mr Boyf!

2010-08-08T22:40:00.004+08:00

I've been having this big question mark in my mind for a very long time. i do not know what i should do with my life now. Plans for work? Na, don't have it. Plans for degree? Na, don't even dare to think about it.

Not only future, i don't even know what i want at all. if all the decisions that i've made are right or wrong, iIf I’m wasting time on any decisions. i'm clueless.

This is what i have in my mind now. More and more question marks, capability of questioning, doubting myself are increasing drastically. Decreasing of self confidence/moral, and the best part is, i have no idea what's the cause. Someone point it out to me, i will gladly appreciate your help. Thank you.

Random abit, no matter how greats your friends might be, there's still things bottled up in your heart. Views/opinions that you can't share with any single one. Because, we are all individuals, and hell with all the "oh, i can totally understand how you feels now" bullshits. _l_ you are not me and you wouldn't be able to understand how i feel AT ALL.

PS; i'm on the verge of crushing down, be it mentally or physically.

Something random

2010-08-04T11:24:00.005+08:00

One day when we were talking about blogging stuff.

Boyf: dear, don't you think it's time for you to change your blog URL? to i love .......
Me: Heh! why, you want me to change to i love you arh? *giggles*

Boyf: *Smile wide wide*
Me: See first la, blog URL can not anyhow change one leh.

Boyf: Okay loh. *emo face*

Such a cute boyf i have (:
PS; i miss you.

FOOD and more FOOD!!

2010-07-22T16:46:00.003+08:00

went down to look for boyf after work at expo for the show. was down pretty late, around 30 mins before the whole show ends. so, while i was waiting, being the super tam ji gui. bought ice cream! went off to buy ice cream after seeing him busy with customer.

went back after buying, had a few mouth, wa super sweet i tell you! :/ threw it away and went to walk around again when he was busy. and yes, i bought food again. -_________-"

Curry fishball!! damn nice nice i tell you! me like. hahaha! and it's like everytime i walk away from the booth, i will always end up with some food in my hand eating. that's why getting fatter and fatter nowadays la. *piak head*

Had supper around our house after the long train home. *mum mum mum* feels awesome to sleep with a full stomach. confirm sleep all the way until next day morning. :D

now i know why my classmates/friends always comment how easy i am to be happy. just give me nice food and i can be supper happy for the day already. so everytime when i'm angry and complaining about somethings they will always ask me go eat. wth.

*photo credits to simplywhite&cookiesncandy*

♥ POCKY!

2010-07-15T10:32:00.003+08:00

YEAY! Look at the amount of tibits that i've got. ♥ 7 different flavor of pocky! well, i'm actually munching on the banana flavor while i'm typing now. Thank you boyf!, for bringing all of them back.

went shopping alone on Tuesday and managed to get this cute lemon handcream at face shop. the staff there, -.-" kept going, i introduce you this, i introduce you that. blah blah blah. turn off totally loh.

Just wondering, is the pair of hands a guy or a girl? what do you guys think?

2010-07-10T23:38:00.008+08:00

If i tell you guys i made this, would you believe me?? Okay fine, i bet you guys don't believe. BUT i did made one batch of this heart jelly cheese cake okay! just that it doesn't look that nice compared to the one above.

Okay la, i know it looks very ugly, but it was taken before i pour in the jelly and let it set. Aiya, as long as it's nice can already. And, the boyf appreciate can! :D Although he kept asking eat already will "lao sai" anot. -.-" But still, he say is very de nice (Y)

Yes, that's me i'm wearing a tiger mascot. And no, i'm not like those people that work in USS (Universal Studio) as a mascot. My job has nothing to do with mascot like totally, but well under certain circumstance you will needa dress up! Now guess, what i'm working as? :D

The queue during one of my working day. I swear this is super funny if you can understand what the photo means. Keywords, we have 4 counters and a queue barrier there. BUT, let's look where are they queuing? HAHAHA!

Yes, your truly is in the damn poster. And i bet none of our colleague were proud to see their face there. No, you are not seeing things, our male colleague over there really have to wear that pink uniform to work everytime. Somehow, i pity them. *like real only*

*photo credits to seline, jk for modelling and auntyyochana for the jelly heart*

Ps; i miss you. :) 3 more days.

PAIN

2010-07-09T13:52:00.002+08:00

The blister that i got from my Charles & Keith booties, -.- lasted for 1 month in this state and i almost thought that my ankle was rotting already. Make me panic like hell even thought of going to the doctor.

Freaking malu if i go to a doctor because of blister. Imagine telling the doctor, "orh i suffered from blister due to my booties and have not recovered for 1 month"

i think the doctor will just tell me not to wear that pair of heels anymore and walk away. -.-"

somthing random.

My artwork for today's A&P's class!

BYE!

PS; been almost few months since i last updated.

*cartoon photo from google*

2010-06-17T09:34:00.003+08:00

So that's how it feels like when you go more in depth. i fucking don't like to go through the process again and again.

L-E-G-A-L 18

2010-05-26T11:54:00.004+08:00

It's not the number but the people. LOVES.

2010-04-07T01:51:00.003+08:00

Been ages since i last log into blogger. Now i no longer have the urge to blog anymore, and i don't know why. Class is starting in april, and soon another year will be gone. Which means i will have to find a proper job soon, to save. i'm not born with a silver spoon like others.

if i wanna go higher in my studies, the only way is to work and save on my own. Other girls applied for uni, as soon as they graduate from poly. How i envy, but well i can't.

why ain't i born with a silver spoon, why ain't a born with a smart brain. why do i have to think and think and think before i do anything. first time in life i would say.

Fuck my life. babes, let's enjoy ourself on Monday!

i feel like shifting to tumblr.

PS; i don't know what i should do, and how i should react.

2010-02-03T14:34:00.001+08:00

Date check, February 2, 2010.

fyn, you are going year 2 in this april, which means you are only left with2 years in rp. 1 year just zoom past and na, your grades suck. You used to love your IG, but now it's more of responsibilities.

you don't like to be forced in what you are doing, yet you are experiencing it. You hate to rush for dateline but, you have one right now by this friday. now tell me, how can one enjoy something that you are doing when you are being chased by datelines. CRAP. i'm 17, yet to be 18 and why are responsibilities falling all on me? get someone out there who is more mature, older, more experience.

i'm nothing and did nothing big nor good enough for anyone to give a pat on my shoulder and tell me, "fyn, good job." i just kept doing and doing, doing for the sake of doing but not interest. interest can't last you long, but only passion+interest+capability = can last long. the more work you push to me, the more datelines you give me, the more i don't feel like doing.

worse still, when people refused to accept and respect your decision no mater how many times you told them, it's shit. nightmares coming back to me, this time round no longer preternatural creatures, but attacked. dream of people attacking you/chasing you.

i wanna get out of sg, sleep all i want. drink drank drunk.

Outing

2010-01-23T23:51:00.002+08:00

There was this central fire station visit by 24seven, and i was being so call invited to there. So, being the "sua ku" me decided to visit the fire station.

Na, group photos. went with this bunch of handsome dude and pretty babes. (excluding me please) LTA Foo was super friendly, kept entertaining us. All firefighters are friendly as well. :)

Me like to play this gun! The water will spray back to your face one, super shiok. Cooling for a sunny day.

One of the firefighter and the babes.

this is the part whereby all kids will queue one loh. then they will play until very chou luo and all the water will kanna you. -.- But it was quite fun la, they are open to public on every sat. If you likes to play with water, go and visit them!

my post are like getting shorter and shorter. -.- no life = no post. how can? not awesome shit anymore. time to get my ass out and party like how i used to. heh! then i'll have many stuff to update about already.

alright, time to ciao!

L.I.F.E

2010-01-12T00:22:00.003+08:00

Peeps, *wave wave* been long since i last updated. something new for you guys to read. photos this time round rather than words.

Celebrated Tom's 18th on 30th December 2009. I've got no idea it was his birthday, was being "cheated down" by gf and xin xiong in the first place, Saying that it was a last minute Bbq by gf.

they insist to squeeze and take photo, makes me left with no choice but to sit on gf's leg. i look super dumb, indeed.

Birthday boi requested a photo with us. oh ya, Tom, i seriously think it's time for some haircut session. Gf, i'm sure you'll agree with me.

xin xiong requested a photo with us too. chief for the night, no xx --> no food. Stuff me with lots of ham, bacon. thanks!

had fun on that night, though i only know like 7 out of 11, more familiar with 3 out of 7. But everything was fun, except for the beer part. Tom, sorry for leaving early, but i steady you almost 2 cups of beer when i just had my vaccination the day before le. Not bad liao okay.

oh, and tiger suck, totally. worse brand of beer. i'll let you guys guan me the next time with Heineken instead. Note, "only if there's next time" Heh!

met up with gf few days back for pizza hut. there's this new waiter serving us, 15 i guess? super timid, i was being real nice. didn't show him my bao gong face when he disturbed our meal several times in between.

End, Ciaos!

32 more days :(

happy 2010 =)

2010-01-01T02:54:00.003+08:00

sometimes i wonder, what's the difference between single and attached? and i came to realised the difference in between them is having someone to support you, be it in any form/anythings that you do.

having someone who doesn't judge you like how others do when they learn about your past. no matter how ugly you look, that person will still comment that you are pretty. i hate explaining myself, cause no matter how hard i've tried, no one ever believe a single things that's out from your mouth. but now i've learn a new thing, explain only when it's needed and to someone whom you think they will believe you.

finally, another person that doesn't judge like how everyone else does. i'm contented, really contented.

PS; oh ya, happy new year people! i'll update more i promise. but only when i feel like to. heh!

1st

2009-12-16T00:59:00.006+08:00

i rarely blogs about other people while recently this "him" suddenly appeared in few of my post right? yeah, and i bet a lot of people are asking who is that "him" what's your relationship with him., etc etc.

Yes, i'm in a relationship, yes that "him" --> my boyfriend. ya i know, been ages since i've got one, okay don't laugh hor! totally two different person from two different world yet end up together. amazing right, but i like. =)

na ren,

i've got no idea if you are reading my post but i just wanna let you know,

i might not be the girl that you always wanted, i might not be the nicest, the prettiest, the most caring and the sweetest one on earth. but i just want you to know, i'll definitely be the one that like you the most. and no, i'm not sweet talking okay, its from the bottom of my heart hor.

i'm never good in expressing myself, but i really appreciate all the things that you've done for me. even small little things like sending me home, contacting each other every day etc etc. and of course the most important one, able to take my straightforwardness and be straightforward to me at the same time.

thanks for all the hard work, all the time spent, all the effort. i really really appreciate them and thanks for everything. thanks god, ahla, buddha for bringing you to the bbq so that i can get to know you, thanks for sms-ing me the the next day to check if i'm sober. And it was from there we started to get close. And i like the way you look at me, cause i can see myself in your eye.

i'm still in the process of growing, yes growing up. and you'll be there with me watching me grow up right? can not say no arh, don't care. i wanna be da nv ren!

thank you very very much. i miss you.

=)

2009-12-14T11:02:00.003+08:00

i'm in a holiday mood and super happy now. no idea why, just plain happy. especially the thought of tomorrow. *smile wide wide*

yes, i'm a happy girl now cause i have someone and something to make me happy every single day. i sincerely want this to go on for long. not first 3 month honeymoon but honeymoon every single day.

i'm not gonna let the past bug on me neither am i gonna care about the "stupid curse". i'm gonna be a happy girl for long!

S-M-I-L-E people! =)))

ciao, blog again next time!

2012

2009-12-03T10:40:00.004+08:00

Exactly what you've see from the title. watched 2012 yesterday and the graphic was really awesome, totally grabbing his's arm/hand tight tight. but certain parts are still quite draggy though.

The person sitting besides you is real important when you are watching movie. and i'm lucky enough to have someone sweet and handsome beside me warming my legs at the same time. cause my hands and legs always get cold very easily when i'm in the theater.

busy with him and IG stuff, blog again soon.

Ciao!

2009-11-28T20:52:00.013+08:00

It’s been ages since i've blog, but well tired fyn = lazy fyn. Okay fine, excuses. i've been quite busy with stuff nowadays.
But at least i'm happy with what i'm busy with. Na, i'm not gonna tell you what i'm busy with. heh!

i like the digit 16 and 15, sounds nice and pleasant to my ears. Watched new moon? Go watch it, but don't wear shorts like me else you'll get fishing cold in between. Not unless you have someone there to warm your legs for you.

Teach you guy something, never judge a friendship or any "ship" against time. Because you will never know what will happen in between. Life’s been changing here and there for me, so far so good. No pain, no regret nor anything to complain about.

Someone said that i’m sweet, but i think he’s even better.
And ya in case you people didn’t realised, honey is actually good for health.
Go Google it. So honey everyday = healthy!

blog again next time, ciao!

Past to Future

2009-11-20T11:12:00.003+08:00

15th November marks the end of the past;

the start of a new story.

CHOP

2009-11-17T10:27:00.002+08:00

say bye bye to long;

and WELCOME SHORT! =)

K1 Appreciation Dinner 2009 @ Sentosa, Underwater World

2009-11-15T15:30:00.000+08:00

Like what i've blog about in my previous entries

I'm so called a trainee for this K1 Go Karting Series and we have just ended our series not long ago. So there was this appreciation dinner for all the stuff, trainee and sponsor. And it's being held at Sentosa @ Underwater World for goodness sake!

Entrance of Underwater World!

Our dinner of the day! *hungry hungry* Dinner was being served in a buffet style, pardon me no photos was being taken. Cause we were all enjoying ourself eating, drinking and talking. =P

Hor, everyone caught drinking! (okay, fine i know i'm drinking also and yes my face is red like baboon's backside)

Sentosa Underwater World must have shark right?

Okay, wanna see "mei ren yu" (mermaid) ?

joker of the day. *i shy la, don't take my picture can*

Fine! *TADANG, SUPERMAN*! -.-

You guys should really try feeding the fishes. The feeling of them nibbling your finger is damn funny.

Cert was being presented to us by Justin and Jian Ming even got himself the "most on" trainee trophy! Fun time spent on all sunday and awesome dinner from them. Everything was great! Looking forward to the next series!

PS; *CHOP* Long --> Short! (if you get what i mean)

2009-11-03T15:44:00.002+08:00

冷漠是我的保色
却难敌你的刁钻与活泼
从此微笑找上了我的唇角

MIG's BBQ Outing!!

2009-10-22T00:27:00.003+08:00

Okay, i'm back! Still remember on my first challenge post? The challenge was given to me on the 8th October 2009. It was my first time planning a BBQ *smack* ( don't bluff, you confirm got plan bbq gathering before this) i mean, first time planning BBQ outing for people whom i'm not that close with.

So i was quite paranoid when i was supposed to arrange for this outing. Sending out emails to check for any special dietary requirements. Informing the date and venue for the BBQ. But before that what made me worried was the food.

The BBQ is on friday, and i bet no one will wanna bring any food along to school then to Paris Ris Park. (siao! even i myself don't wanna bring loh) Relax, i know you wanna ask why on friday, why not Saturday? You think everyone so free like you sat got time meh. People need to work and got other personal things one okay. (see, such a thoughtful organizer like me. where can you find it man!)

And lucky me, Chris just organized their class BBQ outing and he provided me some secret!

Me: eh chris, where you get all the food one arh??

Chris: okay okay, i tell you but secret arh. can not tell people okay. *hook finger*

Me: (sian 1/2 face.) okay okay. *hook finger*

TADANG!! And here comes Ezb. I got all my foods from Ezb and their fish are mad awesome! Taste damn nice, the fish is bouncy and fresh. Service was great, be it the driver or the one who picks up my call.

Being a typical kia su Singaporean+ sua ku(mountain tortoise) i confirm my order with them like up to three times okay! And they were damn patience with me. (stupid, scarlly people scolding behind your back you also don't know) No loh, they sounded so nice to me. *flicks hair*

jimmy was driving us (me, allan, marcus, jian ming, roy and wee leng. wtf, so many people?!) to Paris Ris Park to collect our food order.

I was in the second row, squeezing in the car with allan, marcus and jian ming. Roy was behind us with the babi seat in his arms. LOL!

Fire starting time! Refer here to find out who's the winner for the fire starting challenge!

Fire, it's burning! IT'S BURNING! *screams and run away to prepare food*

Grow fire, GROW! *fan fan*

Food FOOD! *grabs and eat up everything*

(walao, don't take my photo can anot.) *turn body and show back*

Now you see it.

Now you don't. haha! spot the difference. (shhh!! those who knows the answer can not say okay.) *evil smile*

Bye, peeps! Sleep early, there's still school tomorrow.

PS; Many are attending the nn awards on this coming friday while i have K1 dinner! =D

DREAM

2009-10-18T22:59:00.004+08:00

I dream of someone who used to be very important in my life on Thursday night. He was died in my dream, and i was there crying real hard at his funeral. My alarm rang and i woke up, realizing that there's tears rolling down my cheek.

Don't ask me how i felt, cause i have no idea. i could only remember that it hurts real bad in the dream. But when i woke up, the pain's not there. Just the memories that we used to have, flashed back.

I was really young at that time, and he was the one who taught me all the things that a young girl like me should know. I learn and i grew, understand what all that means. But again, he's the one that pulls me down and change my life totally, but i never regret. Never regret to have met him in the first place.

Yes, i know it sounds childish. But that was really how i felt even at this point of time. Sweet, sour, bitter and hard. I've tasted them all. But when the bottles and bottles of sour, bitter and hard have already been filled up, you wish someone will empty them for you. Though it might be refilled again, but that's life. Right?

What about sweet? you asked, i've always kept sweet things in my memories, be it from anyone. What if someone empty the bottle of sweet? you asked again. How i wish the person that empty the bottles of sour, bitter and hard will refilled my sweet again.

痛忘不了，心也就打不开.

M-A-R-K-E-T-I-N-G!

2009-10-13T11:17:00.005+08:00

Still remember there was a period of time whereby i was damn busy and have simply no time to update my blog? Na, it's not that i'm slacking or what so ever. I was busy with something interesting.

Any of the rp student here still remember this email blast that was sent out like ages ago? (your memory will be damn good if you can rmb loh!) So ya, i was taking part in the marketing plan competition. It was more tedious then i thought it will be.

That was the period of time when i got scared whenever there's msg or calls. (cause everytime there's meeting & the meeting will be damn intensive, causing my hair to drop. -.-) And every morning when i log into my school email you can see your mail box being flooded by your teammates and advisor.

Though we were all very stressed out due to this competition, we never did once thought of giving up halfway. We sacrifice our weekends and our sleep just to complete the whole proposal.

And TADANG! Our baby was born after 2 weeks of sleepless night and fun-less weekends. (FYI, we only have 2 weeks to come out with this plan loh, other groups have longer time okay. ><)

But, it's worth all the hard work. Reason being, this baby if ours actually won us the first price in this rp marketing plan competition! Members of Flexa International are, Allan, Marcus, Faiq, Alex and ME ME ME!!! =)

So after the rp marketing competition, there's still this CIMS Marketing Plan Competition. The panel of judges are supposed to choose some of the student to represent Rp to take part in the competition.

I can still remember we were being given homework to do and have to submit to the judge by sun before 9pm. So Allan and i actually cope our self at Marcus house and we rush the whole homework out within one day. (Powerful right? heh heh!) We started working on the homework given at 12pm and we do all the way till 8pm++ without any break nor lunch and dinner.

The only food & drinks that we have was PRINGLES and orange juice. >< (sound so kelian hor?)

BUT, our hard work was not wasted at all! SEE! We were one of the RP representative for the CIMS International Competition! (full names are not shown here)

But, CIMS is no longer the same as RP's. If i were to compare RP's with CIMS. Then RP's will be angles and CIMS will be the demon. You have no idea how tough it was. With all the intensive meeting which is like everyday after school and we even have msn meeting, phone calls meeting.

And here's the point whereby all the MT members are feeling stressed and fed up with our self. (MT = miracle team, consist of Allan, Marcus and me) I lost my temper during one the morning meetings. Marcus and Allan lose their temper too.

Everyone of us feel like giving up at that point of time, we seems to be blaming our self for not doing a good job. But, in the end after some talking with one another, we preserved and complete the proposal.

Our second baby! We then rushed down to CIMS's office in order to submit the proposal to the judges before 5pm. It was only 8am++ that day and suddenly Allan just called and immediately drop me a bomb. Some of us are supposed to go back school to finalize the whole proposal, print them out, bung it (is this how you spell the word??). Cab down to the office with both soft and hard copy of the proposal.

Despite putting in 100% more times of hard work then compared to RP marketing competition, we eventually lose in the CIMS competition. =( Strong competitors like raffles, nyp, np, tp and unis from overseas. But well, we have already put in our very best don't we? =)

First Challenge

2009-10-12T09:31:00.002+08:00

i have been shift up to the project cum website manager position. Good or bad news? I have no idea.

First challenge from Jimmy, i'll give you $250, you have to plan a BBQ for all the Ex-Co as soon as possible.

Planning done, BBQ on the 16th which is also a friday. Right after school all the way till night. Ex-Cos, do come and join us okay. No last minute pull out okay. =)

How's School?

2009-10-08T23:35:00.013+08:00

Lots of people have been asking me how's school how's life, blah blah blah. Ya, school's fine, life's not really. Class? Arrgh, forget about it. *FYI, i just changed to a new class.=( *

Talking about school, school's so far so good. Got my ass into the Marketing IG. Was initially the member of Aikido IG. But, i realised i put in my time more in marketing then compared to Aikido. So in the end i drop out Aikido (cause i lazy go training =P) and i put in all my time for MIG.

It has been 6 months since i joined MIG. And we are really growing, be it in bonds in between each other or the team spirit. We work, we play, we eat, we made fun of each other. (i kanna alot of times already loh)

I'm the understudies in MIG and i have bosses above me. People like Allan, the oldest and also the most childish. -.- People always call him ah beng ah beng, but i preferred calling him boss! Dont see him like ah beng ah beng, he's our president okay. We call him SKW = Sai kang warrior. Everytime i got problem, i will ~~disturb~~ ask him for help. He's same age as my brother but he don't scold me like how my brother did. (heng arh! thats why i treat him like my korkor) Thank you boss. =)

2nd boss, we have Marcus, i think him and some of the bosses are the second oldest in the IG loh. He's our vice president, he got almost the same personalities as me. The emo emo and geek type. I dont know why but he always like to disturb me one okay. But Allan and him really help me alot when i just joined the IG. Up till now, i bet both of them really knows me alot, they know my style of working, my character, my mindset and other things. Oh and they know i love to eat and sleep, heh heh!

3rd boss, we have jian ming!!!!!! I wasn't that close to jian ming when i first joined the IG. It was when we were planning for the first event for MIG, then we get to work together. Then msn msn, sms, sms. I think jian ming is the one whom i always talk to on msn loh. He's very funny loh, and has good temper. Everytime when we bully him, he not angry one loh. So good right. =)

4th, we have yongyu, we always call him yy. I didnt know him at all from the start. It was after the meeting for the planning of marketing week then we kinda know each other. Was more close to Allan, and Marcus they al in the first placel. But yy was very kind, still rmb that we went for the first k1 event held at Kovan. He actually sent me all the way home almost to my doorstep sia. *wipe sweat* I always don't like trouble people and he actually bluff me that he will be meeting his friend near my house. And i really stupid stupid believe him. -.-But thank you yy. And also thanks for all the sms thingy. =)

All these guys really help me alot when i just joined MIG. Be it on giving me chance to perform. Normally guys used to have the kind of mindset whereby they always think that girls can't do big things. They can't plan events nor can they talk to clients blah blah blah. But these four bosses that i've mentioned. They don't give a damn to that. They really gave me chance to perform myself, to prove myself to people who thinks that i can't make it big. Some of my friends always complain that i put in too much time for MIG, always going for meeting.

They are the reason why i'm working so hard. I always have this so called theory of mine. If i dont wanna do something, even if you force me i wont give a damn. But if i wanna do, i'll make sure i put in my heart and soul into it. heh heh!Thanks bosses.

PS; i have other nice bosses too, shall blog about them the next time. =)

New Class

2009-10-02T22:55:00.002+08:00

W15B

La La La~~

2009-09-27T21:01:00.002+08:00

Hello! Anybody still here? Actually i've got a lot of things to blog about. But recently i just don't have the mood to do up a good post. I can stare at my laptop for the whole afternoon but just don't feel like typing.

I don't even have the mood to update my own blog let alone the IG's blog. Luckily enough, so far my boss still haven nag me yet. Maybe i still blame myself for the failure of the competition, the impact is just too huge for me to digest. I accept the fact that i've lost, but i can't digest it. I keep having this mindset that if i didn't join them in the first place, they might have the chance to get into the second round, with the help of another member. But if i tell them, they will surely give me a good knock on my head and ask me to stop thinking. Totally mess up my life now, sleep in the morning wake up in the evening.

Worst still, school reopening on the 5th. New class = new environment + new classmates = Poor me. =( Have to re adapt myself in the total new environment. And for those who know me, it's very hard for me to get new friends. Cause with my "yu sheng ju lai de" facial expression. -.- Imagine someone with the "you owe me 100k face everyday" You still wanna make friend with that person meh, if it's me i surely siam until damn far.

PS; i feel like going overseas for a holiday. Low mood.

2009-09-11T01:21:00.000+08:00

don't ask me why i'm not updating my blog cause i simply have no time to.

don't ask me why i don't reply on tagboard cause i'm just lazy.

don't ask me why i always appear offline in msn cause i just feel like it.

don't ask me why do i need 6packs of tissue as stated in my fb/twitter status cause i'm having a damn flu.

-*AH-CHOO!*-

PS; ask me what animal i hate the most and i will tell you its reindeer, cause i totally look like one now. -.-

Under 18?

2009-09-08T17:44:00.015+08:00

Anyone of you here are under 18 or you might be over 18 but doesn't have a driving license BUT you guys just feel like driving?? *raise hand, me!! me!!

You guys should know la, when you have friends who are above 18 and they are driving is very tempting one loh. And to make matter worse, they will suan you like " somebody still CAN NOT DRIVE WOR". IRRITATING RIGHT?!?!

And when you really really really feel like driving yet no license. You will become like me, edit a driving license & a probationary driving plate for yourself. (FOC some more, no need pay. But bad example, don't learn arh =p)

BUT, now arh i've found a super duper good way to drive WITHOUT the need of a driving license and i don't have to be ABOVE 18 okay. Muahahahaha!!! I bet you guys wanna know where is the place to drive right right. Okay la okay la, i share with you all, since i'm so nice. ^^

SEE SEE!!! That's the car. ^^ Okay, i know there's a big difference between these go kart and the real car. -.-

Wanna have a go in these go kart?

Then come on down to Ayer Rajah CC @ west coast and have your experience in go karting. This is also the last go kart event that is gonna be held this year. And best thing is, you get to have a FREE GO KARTING experience. SO COME ON DOWN @ the K1 event on 13th September 2009.

For more details, kindly visit their website @ http://k1.sg

PS; K1 was proud to be featured in Sports@SG host by jade on channel 5 last friday, 4th September 2009.

*free karting session only limited to once per person. Certain bloggers will be coming down as well*

mood less

2009-09-04T22:50:00.003+08:00

There was this time where almost all of the girls in W45A was present and we were talking about relationship. When we are young we always look for the "feel" when we are intending to be in a relationship.

But we all then agreed, as we grow older we will tend to look out for the "quality" instead of the "feel" when we are looking for our future husband. But everytime when we found someone with the "quality" then there wouldn't be "feel". And when we found someone with the "feel" there wouldn't be any "quality". -.-"

Something totally irrelevant.

TADANG!!

was webcaming with this twin in sch and halfway through this guy above suddenly show me this cute looking puffer fish looking face. wahahahaha! So i went like "wait wait wait! i wanna screenshot!" So i proceed on and do the puffer fish face with him. -.-"

Okay, sounds stupid i know. I told him i'm gonna update this screenshot onto my blog and he evily threaten me with my shooting photo that he has. Of course i said NO WAY. But i know he's just joking la. *right twin? if you really post the photo i BITE YOU!"

I'm super busy and moodless with all the things that i have in mind. And my body cock up this time round. Doctor appointment fixed on the 12. Gonna give weiting's birthday chalet a miss.

PS; babe(new fwen), i miss you. We should meet up real soon. Take care of yourself, i don't wanna see you unhappy. You outta be happy all the time, cause you deserve that, you are a baby. =)

Actually i wanna blog about something else, but i cant do that. damn, i WANNA COMPLAIN LA! Who wanna listen to me complaining ??? ><

Survey time!!!

2009-08-28T21:49:00.003+08:00

Guys, pardon me for not updating my blog.

I'm rushing on something important now thus, explains why i'm "neglecting" my blog.

Meanwhile, i will really really appreciate if you guys can help me do this survey. Okay, i know i know, i've been asking people to do survey. But bobian ma, i need respondent ma. ><>

Click Here to take survey

K1 Event

2009-08-22T20:39:00.004+08:00

I have to force myself in order to update. Been like a PIG for today loh. Was supposed to study for my maths UT, in the end after doing some questions then i begin to stalk ppl's blog. -.-"

Anyway, will be heading down to AMK for K1 go kart event tml.

6 bloggers came down for the K1 event held at Kolam Ayer last Sun and most of them were obviously enjoying themselves. Do read up their reviews on the K1 event and also their experience =)

Hongpeng @ http://hpility.blogspot.com/2009/08/bloggers-k1-race.html

weijie @ http://vveijie.blogspot.com/2009/08/kolam-ayer-k1-karting-carnival-yahoo-i.html

Nadia aka Nadnut @ http://nadnut.liquidblade.com

Claudia @ http://claudia.sg/2009/08/sunday-funout-with-minmin/

Neo @ http://theneodimension.com/?p=456

DK @ http://blog.dk.sg/2009/08/20/k1-motorsports-go-karting/

Out of six, i only know two of them. -.-" i know i look damn cui in the photo, don't laugh! And ya, i was so called one of the staff there. =)

Next stop for the K1 will be located at ANG MO KIO. The Guest of Honour this time round will be our Prime Minister Lee Hsien Loong.

Beside that, there will be an adorable fur seal which will also join K1 at Teck Ghee. Sounds fun isn't?? =) Details below :

Date: Sunday, 23rd August 2009 (which is tml morning or you can also say it's later)
Time: 10am - 6pm
Location: Ang Mo Kio Ave 3, (Carpark beside Block 324)
Fee: $5.00/ ride

(VERY IMPT!!) K1 DRIVER REQUIREMENTS

* MINIMUM HEIGHT: 1.30 M
* MINIMUM AGE: 10 YEARS
* MAXIMUM WEIGHT: 135 KG
* ONLY FULLY COVERED SHOES (SANDALS, SLIPPERS & HEELS ARE STRICTLY DISALLOWED)
* HAIR THAT IS SHOULDER LENGTH OR LONGER MUST BE TIED UP
* LOOSE CLOTHING MUST BE SECURED
* WEARING THE PROVIDED HELMETS IS A MUST

WARNING
KART RIDES ARE NOT RECOMMENDED IF YOU:

* HAVE A HISTORY OF HEART PROBLEMS
* HAVE A HISTORY OF NECK OR BACK PROBLEMS
* HAVE HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE
* ARE PREGNANT
* ARE UNDER THE INFLUENCE OF ALCOHOL OR DRUGS
* HAVE ANY MENTAL OR PHYSICAL CONDITION WHICH MAY AFFECT YOUR ABILITY TO PARTICIPATE IN THIS ACTIVITY

PS; some bloggers will be going down to the K1 go kart event on 6th September held at Coleman Street beside St Andrew’s Cathedral.

*photo credits to Hp @ http://hpility.blogspot.com*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANNY!! =)

2009-08-21T01:18:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday GRANNY!! =)

Gonna visit you for "bai bai" later in the afternoon after my UT. Bless me for all my UTs okay? haha! (FYI, my granny passed away last yr le, thats why i mentioned bai bai. I'm not cursing her on her birthday la dey! )

PS; gonna update later in the night.

A forward mail

2009-08-15T01:02:00.007+08:00

Joanna forward me this email and personally i found it quite interesting thus, decided to blog about it. Well, it's in Chinese though. For those who can understand, take a look at it and reflect on your own. =)

記得早上起床照鏡子時跟自己打聲招呼

記得每天保持高昂的心情

記得要時常鼓勵自己

記得遇到難過的事就不要壓抑自己

記得偶爾要讓自己大叫發洩

記得每天出門時要面帶笑容

記得留點時間給自己不要太匆忙

記得對有些事要學習一笑視之

記得對不確定的事物抱持疑問

記得對看不慣的事要有隱忍心態

記得對他人的窘態要有同理心

記得遇到高興的事就是要大笑

記得有時候要學會裝可愛

記得生氣時要會學會克制怒火

記得偶爾時要放縱自己的任性

記得最好是要有心靈寄託

記得有時無語是最好的回答

記得偶爾可以吃虧但不要受冤枉

記得對自己的家人也要說謝謝

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最後~~~~還有一個最~~最~~ 最重要的就是……

記得時間到了就是要下班!!!!!

YOU are wanted!

2009-08-09T23:07:00.002+08:00

You yes YOU! you guys are wanted! okay, down to IMPORTANT point. i need you guys to help me do a survey again. LOL. But this time round is a real IMPORTANT survey. So help me okay. =)

http://web.rp.edu.sg/sim_choon_hou/mkt2009.htm <---------

Help me do leh. =)

fYN come to the rescue!

2009-08-08T21:56:00.008+08:00

This week was the marketing week in RP and on Tuesday 4th August we have Mentholatum to give us a talk. And before that i've already received samples from the Acnes Medicated Face Wash. ( I tried out the samples straight when i got them cause my current cleanser seems unable to solve my recent pimple breakout due to stress la. IRRITATING!)

After I've tried out the creamy wash and i was like WOW! It gives me the kind of clean touch. Damn shiok loh. Wanna know how Acnes Medicated Skincare can save you? Read the "manga" below. =)

I've used stick man as my main character to come up with a storyline. =)

NA! I'm not exaggerating, it did solve my pimple breakout. =)

Though i've only got the creamy wash, BUT my vp Marcus has almost the full set of the products like the powder lotion, moisturizer and sealing gel. So, i simply just "KOP" it from him loh. I've "kop" stuff like the moisturizing and sealing gel from him. :P

To put it simple, all their products really impress me. O.O Hmmm..., maybe i should consider changing my current facial cleanser, toner, moisturizer and pimple cream all to Mentholatum Acnes. Deal la! i'm so going to change my whole set of it to Acnes when i'm free to go out and buy. (I've got no time for myself recently, have been real busy with impt stuff)

Doubt my words? Well, grab it from stores like Waston, Guardian and Fair Price NTUC and try it out YOURSELF! ^^ By the way, in case you guys don't know, Acnes Medicated Skincare product are actually price at a lower price of 10% to 15% against other Skincare product. (good news for me la)

Have a break

2009-08-07T11:03:00.001+08:00

I'm as tired as the dog above. =(

I'M BACKKKKK!!!!!!!

2009-08-04T23:29:00.004+08:00

Well! I bet you guys misses me hell lot right? muahahaha!! Anyway, was pretty busy with stuffs like events co-organize by my IG and the updating of our IG's blog. Thus, resulting the neglecting of my own blog. =( But i'm back now! hehe.

Went down to the K1 event held @ Kovan last last last Sunday. It was being featured on the Shin Ming newspaper if you guys did notice.

So my work was some sort related to the changing of tires la. See my twin above in the pic, he was very cooperative enough to let me capture this sexy pose of his. haha!

See see!! DJs from 100.30 FM and also reporters from Shin Ming competing. Shin Ming was the winner for the time taken for the changing of tires. =)

Take a look at the amount of people who turn up for the event. DAMN MASSIVE!

Let's fast forward to DINNER TIME! We went Xing Wang for dinner.

Look at their face, all damn sian already. haha! Cause i stop them from eating as i wants to take picture.

MINE!

I tell you guys one secret. My twin can eat hell lot loh! He order two plate of rice to go with his curry. (Eh, but the curry quite nice, i tried some ^^)

On our way back. I sit in the train sit till my buttock arh. -.-" so many stops loh, still must change this line change that line.

But well, twin sent me back cause he knows my house got a lot of abu neh neh at that timing since it's just infront of that stupid industrial park. Thanks twin. =)

PS; new fwen is a babi and i've got no ideas at all how to take care of him. =( He just doesn't seems to listen to me. And i'm losing patients with him already. The photos was actually watermarked in a senses for our IG's blog update and i'm lazy to change it so, i just use this. Pardon me.

YOUTH OUT PARTY 2009

2009-07-28T23:10:00.004+08:00

Are you interested to attend this YOUTH OUT party? Contact me for the tickets NOW! You can do it either through tagging/commenting me or just sent me an email with regards to this event. =)

HURRY!!!

Come down and bring your friends along to join me in the fun,

you will definitely

ENJOY!!!!!!!!

^^

2009-07-22T12:25:00.003+08:00

There's been lots of people wearing formal clothes in RP nowadays. Cause all the yr 1 who is taking Enterprise module will have to wear formal on their lesson this week.

And seriously la, i've got a super weak spot for guys who dressed in formal clothing can. hahahaha!!! Motivate me to go school for this week. LOL!

PS; i think guys who wear formal looks really professional and smart. ^^

I'm a injured SUPERWOMAN!

2009-07-21T01:47:00.000+08:00

My poor fingers. =(

Jalan Kayu Trip!

2009-07-17T11:30:00.000+08:00

Went down to Jalan Kayu for prata breakfast on dont know how long ago. But i remembered it's during the one week quarantine for yr 1 students in RP.

I love this photo! Looks damn artistic loh. On bus 168 to Jalan Kayu. You guys should try taking bus down and enjoy the bus trip. Damn shiok!

Reached Jalan Kayu quite fast, less than 30 minuets. I enjoyed myself during the bus journey.

Waiting for our order. We order a lot loh. 1 chocolate prata, 1 cheese mushroom prata, 1 kosong and 1 egg. Ya, you all think 4 prata ONLY right, but very very fulling loh i tell you.

Our drinks. I ordered ice lemon tea and dear ordered ice milk tea.

Look look!!! Our prata. Looks nice right. Wanna eat ? Don't want give you all eat leh. bleah! :p

See dear is enjoying herself so much, didn't even notice that i took a candid shot of her loh. hahaha!

On our way to PartyWorld. haha! We took two photo of the mirror reflection right, then hor. 1st take she pout i smile. 2nd photo i pout she smile. Damn funny loh!

I'm trying to come up with a post for the HTC Dream contest loh. Wa, super difficult la. =(

3rd July 2009 = Weijie's Birthday!!

2009-07-14T09:03:00.003+08:00

This is weijie's birthday cake!! I told jiaqi that weijie's birthday cake damn funny cause there's only two candle for his 20th birthday. And that makes it look like ahem something. Aiya, i'm sure you guys know what is that thing i talking about right.

I wish i wish~~~ Eh, wrong wrong should be weijie wish weijie wish. LOL!

Cut cake loh!! *eat cake, eat cake*

My pasta, looks damn nice right? haha! (but the stupid green peas spoil it loh. damn disgusting)

weijie secretly snap this candid shoot of me loh.

yum yum!

See, jiaqi rather sms then look at the camera loh. ><

I'm full! *burp~~ excuse me!*

After the pasta still got this cake must settle loh. Super full. ><

Finally we managed to finish it!! (but very sweet loh, infact it's too sweet. :/)

PS; YES! i finally updated!! *three cheers to myself* LOL!! You all must appreciate loh, i'm blogging about this during my second meeting in class leh. Risk the chance of getting my grades downgraded. =(

I feel super sick. =(

2009-07-13T22:29:00.003+08:00

My body feel damn awful. =( I vomitted during my UT and i feel super super sick. ><

Wtf. And so many people nag at me and say that i don't know how to take care of myself loh. Is not i don't know but just i no time loh.

PS; wth, why must my house be in front of the industrial park. I hate it, when i'm always going home after 7pm. My void deck and the bus stop where i alight will be all full of bangalas. wtf.

Help me!

2009-07-12T00:20:00.006+08:00

UPDATE! I've created a new survey so people, help me do this instead of the previous one. THANK YOU THANK YOU!! i love you all la!

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Click Here to take survey

PEOPLE! I need your help now. Kindly help me by doing the survey which i have created alright. =)

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If not you can Click Here to take survey also.

Please help me okay. thanks alot! thank you thank you!! If you've taken the survey you can tag me and let me know. I would really appreciate alot. ^^

My throat feels damn irritated. =(

2009-07-08T23:13:00.004+08:00

My throat feels damn irritated and i think his cousin(sore throat) will be on his way now looking for me. =( *i wouldn't wanna open my mouth and talk for tml and all the way till my throat is better.*

PS; Next post will be one weijie's birthday. =)

26th JUNE 2009 = WIKA LAOGONG'S BIRTHDAY

2009-07-04T00:10:00.003+08:00

HALO! It's update time. haha! So, as promised on the previous post, my update today will be on my WIKA laogong birthday celebration. I shall keep my words short and sweet and show you guys more photos of the day! :O

By right i advance celebrated WIKA's birthday one week before her birthday which is like on the 20th june i think. Cause supposedly i have something on 26th June the day itself until RP sent us (yr1) back home.

Happy WIKA! =D

The cake not nice one loh, waste my moola. Outside all whip cream. -.-"

ME with WIKA!!

I gave her a surprise that day by popping into her house(of course with the help of her bf) with a lighted candle cake!!! And she really kanna shocked, cause i can see her shoulder suddenly move up. Like that kind la, you guys know what i'm talking about right, haha! Very difficult to describe the action to you here la.

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On the 26th June , actual day of my WIKA laogong's birthday!

ICY JIEMEI! Ya, we name ourself icy, i know it sounds lame to some of you out there but hey! It's my sisters not yours what. BELAHX! :P Our sisterships have been 5 years and it's still going strong. ^^ But it's been ages since Icy has a group photo. =( Na, the above one doesn't consists of all, we are still lack of one member. ><

ME ME!! That's me! haha!

A close up shoot on the board. It's done by CHERILYN & JESS!!!

WIKA's favorite mango cake! (Engkiong, her bf bought it for her.)

I know the quality of the photos are not good, but that's because we are at the playground and it's like 8pm+ in the night. And most of us forgot to on our flash. -.-"

The surprise group! We were planing surprise for her at the playground under her block. And we hide all the present together with the balloons! As for the details, i don't know how to explain wor. Cause if i explain it will be one whole chunk of words. ><

The floor after being tortured by us with the spray thingy. :P

Yeah yeah! The purple arrow is pointing to me! hahahaha!!!!

Let's say hi to Jorrence and Jazreel!!

ME and JAZREEL meimei <3

ME with JESS hao jiemei! <3

ME with AILIN Dear <3

AILIN, WIKA and ME ME ME!! (from left to right)

SEE! JAZREEL meimei kissing me. ^^ <3

Pose Pose!! haha.

Lalalala~~~

Finally! Eating time!!! Muahahaha!! I'm the only one that keeps eating loh i tell you. Damn hungry. LOL! Her marmiie cook de crab very very very yummy+tasty i tell you! Too bad i get to try it you guys don't. Neh neh ni poo poo!!!

Even eating also can take photos loh. haha! Pro right. And ya, we were drinking that night. LOL. But i didn't really drink much so i didn't get drunk don't worry.

Damn! Look at the numbers of people there. There's like family+bf+bf's friends+sisters+sec sch friends+primary school friends. There's 30+ people here if i'm not wrong.

PS; i've finished this whole big bowl of durian all by myself in 1 whole day. Eat till i scare, and right now in my fridge there's still 4 tupperware of durians loh. And it's like making my whole fridge smells like durain. Okay i know it's totally random. LOL LOL!!! BYE BYE people! Don't miss me too much. =)

My Phone Cock Up! =(

2009-07-02T11:31:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TI WEIJIE BFF!!!

My phone cock up. =( It takes more than 10 mins and even HOURS for a message to be sent to me. T.T Which means i have to get myself a new phone real damn soon. But i'm broke now. How How? *scratch head & think* Bro won't get me a new phone already loh, cause i just kanna scolded till damn jialat on tuesday. =(

PS; friends i'm very sorry if i didn't reply your msg cause of the current state my phone is in now. haiz. $.$ *moola come flying to me!*

PS; i feel like having a good meal leh! Something like sakura buffet, ichiban sushi etc etc. Super hungry loh. I WANT EAT GOOD FOOD LA! :(

Vegetables for 2 days!

2009-07-01T19:58:00.004+08:00

I have no idea why i'm so lazy to update my blog recently. Actually hor, i got alot of things to blog about one loh. Furthermore all the photos are already edited and uploaded to photobucket liao. But i'm like a oink oink(pig la, incase you don't understand) keeps dragging and dragging. Back to posting, below are some random photos that i have took in class/school when i'm bored. haha!

This classmate of mine was damn suay la. He was playing with the chair and one of my classmate which is also his nuer actually push him and he fall! LOL! (Lucky it all happened after class, not many people left)

Our Princess, our class call him princess budget. haha! It's a inside joke. =) But i prefer to call him show oh leh. haha! Cause he used to have the same hairstyle as show luo. But he cut hair liao. =(

Number of people for one of the module on wed. The whole class pon loh and we are only left with 9 people. hahaha! (eh! i know you guys wanna ask why i never pon right. HO HO HO! Cause i'm a good girl la!)

My lunch for 2 days, all full of vegetable. Don't know why when i'm in school right, when i see those chicken/pork etc i totally don't feel like eating anymore. But when i'm eating subway i'm okay with it leh. hmmm... (i know it looks damn gross, like dog food but thats after i mixed everything tgt. LOL!)

Oh ya! You guys(RP student) still remember the fire drill we had on i don't know when. I was damn bored and i start taking photos!!

JOIX! You are being captured on my photos! haha.

Eh! Since when RP's sports complex got wireless one? *scratch head* LOL!

I like the weather on that day, quite cloudy and NOT hot! ^^

HALO! Say cheese~~~~ These are classmates!!

Our shoes+feet! Suddenly there was this feet gathering, had no idea who started. But heck la, i just joined in and took photos. haha! (guess which one is mine leh, guess guess!!)

Math module day. I really really don't like math loh. SEE! Even my teammate JON agreed with me, that explains why he's sleeping.

Na, show you guys his "handsome face" This was a posed shoot loh! Initially i wanted to take a candid shoot one. Then he hide here hide there. -.-" So i have to wait till he style his hair till nice nice then pose till sui sui before i can take. Must be he know that i will post on my blog that's why he want "handsome handsome" appear on my blog so that if there's any lenglui reading this will be interested. LOL!

JianMing say i look damn young in this photo and it doesn't suits me. =( He even thought this was my younger sister loh. ><>

PS; YEAH! I finally updated! haha. Next post will be on my WIKA laogong's 17th birthday. =)

PHOTOSHOOTING!!! =)

2009-06-27T19:52:00.004+08:00

So, i'm finally updating on my photoshoot which i had on"i forget when". BUT i can remember it's on the same day as the flashmob event okay! haha. Was supposed to reach the studio by 9.30am, then b2 late loh. In the end reach around 10am. LOL. *the studio was damn near to my hse, i tan dao hehe!*

Our photographer for the day! kaizhi------> most handsome-ness photograhper! *must praise him a bit* LOL!

Forest's makeup brush set. It's in PURPLE loh, super chio!

B2 was the first to go, so Forest was helping him with the makeup. SEE i'm just beside doing my makeup also! haha! Focus on me not B2 okay. ^^ (This was B2 first time putting on makeup!!)

Hp was second. And he told us that this wasn't his first time putting makeup. haha!

After that was my turn la, BUT no photos. haha! Cause when girls are doing makeup we look very unglam one loh. Okay, maybe that only applies to me. So no photos taken. =) Cause i warned hp and B2 NOT TO TAKE ANY PHOTOS OF ME DOING MAKEUP. LOL!!

That day was super hot loh, and all of us was fighting for the fan. (but B2 snatched it!) =( LOL!

I was helping B2 to put eyeliner. I tell you, after he put on eyeliner the eye became BIGGER loh! haha! He looks good in eyeliner. =) (The tail part was being removed, cause doesn't suits him)

All the above photos was taken by B2's digital camera. And we felt abit paiseh loh, cause there's 2 DSLR there. LOL! But lucky got B2's camera also if not there wouldn't be any behind the scenes photos agree? *YES*

NICE NICE?!?!?! haha! These are the official photos.

"models & also nuffnang bloggers for the day

Photographer for the day Kaizhi

photo credits to kaizhi and studio credits to his friends.

So far, only meldric and me update our blog on the photoshoot, the rest you guys got to wait for their update alright! haha! If you guys want to see more of the photos not only me but other bloggers, you might wanna read kaizhi's update on the photoshoot <-------- click on the words to bring you there. =D

PS; Die, still got alot of pending post haven update and the number keep increasing. T.T Anyway, i totally ENJOYED my day yesterday over at my WIKA laogong's house. ^^

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO WIKA LAOGONG!

2009-06-26T14:21:00.002+08:00

I'm going down to laogong's house for steamboat later in the night to celebrate her birthday today! And it will be like a family+sisters+friends+bf celebration for her! haha! Let's see what will happen later in the night! Don't worry tons of photos will be taken! =)

ALC

2009-06-23T01:13:00.005+08:00

YES People! I'M BACK! muahahaha! i bet lots of you are missing me already. ^^ So, guess what will be my post for today? Guess la, so fast blog out not fun already leh. Finally i got time update. Okay la okay la don't type so much rubbish. Today's post will be one~~~~~ my ALC camp with fellow marketing members!!!!! (ALC-------> Adventure Learning Camp.)

Meet my President Allan! Ya, the guy being circled. *oops allan, your face is in my post!*

Doing some brainstorming and mindmap. (i wrote a lot of points hor! ^^)

Our instructors briefing us on all the necessary points. (i was talking, didn't really pay attention. Shhh!)

Wearing the wait, what's that belt vest thingy call? *scratch head* Let's call it safety vest, that was really important. Cause it make sure that we won't become ba kua if we fall onto the ground.

Getting all ready with our helmets on!

And now we are all ready for the challenge!! Oh, that's our instructor for the day, Michael and Jean. They were really nice. =)

TADANG! Ash in action, he was the first one to go. (cause he leader ma DUH! LOL)

Look at the height. DAMN. Now you guys should know why i said that safety vest is very important.

Kino in action! (okay, i know i'm lame just let me be la. it feels so good to be lame on my post ^^)

See, it's me! The circled one la, so obvious. LOL!

Here comes the superwoman! Muahahaha! Me la, my face super unglam, don't wanna show incase you guys puke. See, i so considering. =)

Here comes Jiahao! She sprain her muscle during one of her workout i think. But she did tried! ^^

Joix sweety was very brave! She took her first step and i was all the way behind her incase she needs me. =)

Jian Ming was damn brave, he took his first step though he was really afraid of the height. Jiayou!

After climbing of the high elements. (ya, i know we look damn shag, it's tiring okay. >< )

A new game after our break!

ME again! haha. Oh ya, did i mention that i was damn "lucky" to kanna chosen as the leader for the afternoon shift. -.- (thanks arh, allan, marcus, and all the girls. They anyhow raise up their hands loh)

My job was to bring all members over by stepping on all the letters with hand in hand and not leaving any space once i shift my leg to the another letter.

Discussing about the strategy to use. But in the end= I'm not a good leader. ><

See! He was really very good at giving clear instructions. =)

Every IG got president of course must have vice president right? haha! So Marcus the guy being circled is our vice president. ( none of the pics have his face loh, he damn lucky.)

After the talk i went for my aikido training already. Cause training starts at 5 and the talk was still going on, so i have no choice but to leave them. T.T Anyway, i really enjoy myself duing the ALC. Ex-co, well done on the planning of this event! =)

PS; i have no time for anyone now and i feel damn guilty. Conclude = I'm not a good friend ><

NO LIFE!

2009-06-15T02:09:00.004+08:00

Okay okay. A super short one. Saturday photo shoots was simply AWESOME with all the bloggers, eh no no no should be DECS members. LOL. Photos will be ready by tml latest. Kaizhi is still helping us to edit! haha! And i told him to edit till chio chio for me. ^^

So, wait for the photos to be ready and i will blog a full post of saturday. Damn, my ALC camp photos are not ready yet. How to blog sia. -.-" So now, got 2 post need to blog liao. School's starting tml for me, and i guess it will be like, class -----> training -----> home. Class -----> meeting -----> home. Totally NO LIFE!

BYE! I wanna sleep already. ><

I DON'T like the system

2009-06-13T01:57:00.004+08:00

If you wanna find friends in RP = difficult.

If you wanna true friends in RP = super duper duper difficult.

Cause every 4 months we will have to change class. And here it goes, after august there will be no more W45A. We will be split in to other classes again. Everything from the starts. Like that how to find friends you tell me la. -.-" Damn, i hate this system.

PS; Am i giving others a kind of feeling that i'm someone who's hard to get along with? Hmmm...

我還是比較喜歡安靜的自己

2009-06-11T21:10:00.003+08:00

我還是比較喜歡安靜的自己。

曾經試著回到吵吵鬧鬧的我，

但，那感覺總是不對，怪怪地。

我還是安靜點比較好吧。

對不太熟的人，輕輕地一笑，敷衍了事﹔

對熟悉的人就笑地好看些吧。

UPDATE; 我想我還是比較適合和我同一個世界的人做朋友。

I'M BACK!

2009-06-10T20:57:00.002+08:00

Hey hey hey! Back to posting after two days, haha! Anyone miss me? (okay loh, i know don't have) LOL. Anyway, today's post is about my outing together with hp and his cousin. ^^ So, was supposed to meet hp at Tampiness at 1pm. But in the end i was late la arrived at 2 pm. Lucky he stays near there and i told him not to go out of his house first. LOL.

As many ppl knows, i'm a noob at all directions, places. As long as it requires me to travel to places other than north, i will have difficulties. And i will like to say, i've managed to travel from cwp all the way to Tampiness! haha. By taking bus hor, a big challenge for me. Cause need to alight at the correct stop, if not die liao. haha!

So we went Tampiness follow by Orchard and lastly Marina Square. Firstly Tampiness for the food hunt, Orchard and Marina Square for the GSS hunt. I don't know why but recently i really don't have the mood for a good post. -.-" But anyway will still try to update.

SEE!! Our "group photo" haha! I love that big big reflection ahem mirror? LOL

Hp & Me! (Actually got take with his cousin also, but i look very ugly there. >< )

Went Marina Square to find ailin dear and wait for her to end work and we took mrt back. While Hp and his cousin went down to Suntec for his clothing. =)

PS; Next post will be my Adventure Learning Camp (ALC) that i've attend on the 08/06/09. ^^

I DON'T LIKE THE WEATHER NOW!! ><

2009-06-07T00:58:00.005+08:00

Don't you guys think that the weather nowadays is like super hot? My house has no air-corn installed, only fan. And i really buay tahan already loh. -.-"

Makes me so pek chek and no mood to blog. ARRRGGGGHHHH!!!!! >< I really hate the weather now la. Anyway, i think tml will have a longer post cause i'm heading out. Yup. So BYE BYE!! haha.

PS; i really think that air-corn is the most wei da the fa ming loh.

Changes

2009-06-05T23:58:00.005+08:00

Okay, like what you guys can see. I've changed my layout la, to a nicer one i think. But the diary part is default one la. I only edit abit here and there, like the purple background the animated text under my theory. And saw the cartoon drawing on my header? I asked Ryan to draw it for me. ^^ And he really did. Super happy can, he's like drawing me hugging my turtle. I always hug that turtle to sleep okay.

Most importantly, I've managed to highlight the comment posted by me at the comment box provided by blogger. So when you guys comment me and i reply, mine will be highlighted in PURPLE! haha! Oh and anyway, i really do prefer ppl leaving me comment than tags. Cause i'm getting more and more lazy to reply tags, still have to scroll and search. -.-

So i would appreciate if you guys can give me comment instead of tag. =) BYE! I've got nothing else to blog about. Damn. Oh lastly, see the fyn under my post? It's my signature that i drew myself on paper and i edit using photoscape. And TADANG! It became my signature. LOL! Nice right? haha i know! Thank you thank you.

I want a new BFF too!

2009-06-05T01:26:00.002+08:00

I see quite a number of my classmates have new bff = best friends forever, already loh.
I also WANT! I also want a new bff in poly. ><
Come come, who wanna be my bff kindly tag me at my tag board. Haha!

Relationship? Na, i'm not having one. Haha!

2009-06-04T02:35:00.003+08:00

Quite a number of my friends have been telling me to go get myself in a relationship. My reply to them NO SUITORS LA! Really no joke okay. Last time when i was still in secondary school sec 1 and 2 like that at least still got a few loh. But now, totally CMI loh. Why arh? hahahahahahaha!!

Okay la, maybe the problem lies with me also. Cause i'm like super lazy to get myself involved. Don't you guys think being in a relationship very mafan? My point of view. Seriously you see arh, whatever i do, whenever i go must report. Then the handphone monsy confirm go UP UP UP! Then must always meet up some more. I prefer sleeping on my bed then going out loh seriously. That's why JOIX always call me zhai nv. ><

For me, right now what i wanna find is one that can last super long best if can last till married. I know it sounds dumb and unbelieveable la. But still i hope i can find one. =) I don't like those kind of short short de, like few months? Na, i don't want that. Cause when i get into a relationship right, i must first know the guy, then know him well, starts to have feelings, then admire, then wait till he like me also, then jio me, then finally together. See, so many steps, tiring right?! Haha!

Of course over the years i do have targets/guys who i like or interested in. But as time goes by, the feeling will die off one loh. Like so sian. -.- Okay, let's take an example. Some of my close friends know that i've got a target/ guy who i'm interested in. But now, after i know him more, the feelings no have liao. >< Anyway, he doesn't make a good bf (i'm not a good gf also btw), so i guess it's still not too bad. LOL!

Oh, and some how which i don't know how, my friends kept saying must be your expections too high liao right. That's why no suitors. My reply to them, NO LOH! My expections where got high loh, in fact i think it's quite low. Don't believe i list out and show you all, then you all judge loh.

Appearance wise, as long as i think you are cute/handsome can liao. I don't give a damn about what ppl say, cause you are MY bf not theirs. (i don't want handsome guys cause many of them are bastards)

Can not wack girls! ( i really look down on guys who does that)

Never ever two time me ( i kanna b4, damn sad)

LOVE me, make me feel pampared and always put a smile on my face. =) =) (incase you ppl don't know. I very easy contented one. A small little thing i can be happy for very long)

DONE! See, my expections very high meh?? I think still okay loh. It's not like i'm looking for someone who is like super handsome, super rich, must have nice figure. I didn't loh! Okay, i do love to bio, scan for handsome hunks, which girls don't like you tell me. Those who say don't like confirm fake one loh. Hehe! Oh, btw, i love to bio, scan for chiobu also though i have a lot of chiobu as my friends already but still, who doesn't like to bio, scan for pretty/handsome things right? LOL! It's very normal one la, admit it. haha!

UPDATE; JOIX gave me the doll keychain which is hanging on my phone right now as my birthday present. Yuhui gave me three stick of roses which is on my table now. Last but not least, new friend accompany me one whole day to changi airport and seletar airbase! And his present for me was himself+his time for the whole day, haha! THANKS! ^^

4 Post merch in 1 !!

2009-06-01T19:33:00.011+08:00

Hey hey! I'm back to post on a super duper long post! So, readers be prepared to read my wordy post! Aiya, no worries la got a lot of info graphic also! ^^ Oh, and info graphic refers to pictures la! haha! learn that during one of my module in class from our faci.

So 1st post is about my birthday! ^^
2nd post is about W45A during class (damn Uncle Ah beng doesn't want to sent me the video)
3rd post is about W45A AGAIN but on something else.
Lastly food fair with HP & Yingzi!

First show you guys something.

TADANG!
My birthday cake!

The above cake is bought by Dadi. =)
Show you guys another pic.

This is bought by JESS Haojiemei! (Btw, i freaking love fruit cake okay!)

Haha! Alright i know my birthday was a pathetic one. But i was happy enough on the eve and also actual day on my birthday. LOL. So on the eve i was out at AMK Hub with my ailin dear. ^^ She was just like my living ATM machine on that day i tell you. Bought me damn many many things(all very ex -.-) and my dinner was on her as well. haha!

Our Sushi! Opps forgot to mention our dinner was at Ichiban Sushi!! ^^

My food! Yummy!

SEE! The paper turns PURPLE! Muahahaha!!!

My mouth very ugly, cause all candid shot so have to edit. =(

Dear took alot of pics without me knowing loh! So many candid shoots. -.-"

I pose like that for the first pose shoot and dear say not nice. ><

So, she ask me pose like that. Nicer right? haha, i also prefer this. ^^

I show you guys who's my dear. =) Chio bu okay! haha.

She camera shy arh. :p

Dear, don't emo leh. haha!

Haha! She keep hiding her face from the camera loh. No, she's not camera shy la. She got her reason why she keep hiding her face one. I KNOW! But i can't say la, if not i think she will kill me loh. ><

PRESENT TIME!!

Guess who gave me these. What three ppl? NO! It's from ailin dear and Siew Yan!

SEE! That's what i meant by saying she was like my living ATM machine on that day alright!! Bought me damn many things. -.-" Yan Yan gave me a makeup store eyeshadow and it's in PURPLE! Ailin dear gave me, *starts counting my finger* Ahemm~~ Skin food compact powder, makeup store PURPLE gliter eyeliner, Loreal facial makeup remover + eye remover. Still got what arh? *Scratching my head* AHHHH!!!! She treat me to Ichiban sushi! haha! Actually she still wannt get me wallet la, bag la, shoe la. Walao, if i didnt stop her i think she will get me the whole building of AMK Hub already. -.-" Anyway, THANKS Ailin dear & YanYan !

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On May 17 = my actual birthday!

Suppose to go partyworld with my Wika laogong, but something crop up at home, thus first outing kanna cancel. Was sms-ing and talking to new friend on the phone while he/she was outside with his/her mum buy things. Kup with him/her after that. Guess what was the first meal on my birthday?! It's Maggi Mee!! Muahahaha. When i msg and told new friend about it he/she was damn agitated can! haha!

Cute la his/her reaction. ^^ Even initiated to celebrate my birthday for me. But i don't want la, cause he/she live so far + i lazy then he/she sick afterwards still got work. Troublesome right. -.-" Text JESS in the afternoon and asked if she wanna go sake with me for lunch, but she couldn't make it la. So met her under her block to collect my present. And know what. She appeared with a cake! A fruit cake some more (my favorite is fruit cake^^), though it's a small one but i was super touched. Cause i didn't expect her to get a cake for me at all. I really appreicate alot! =)

My first birthday cake after 3 years. =)

There's story behind these forks. Saw the name on it? didi is me. =) I have this group of wonderful friends where by we name our group ICY. And some of them call me didi, cause my chinese name is xidi ma. haha! Then there's these period of time whereby we will take turns to prepare breakfast for everyone. And we have our own forks with our name written on it! Isn't sweet? haha! When JESS took out the forks, i was like OMG! You didn't throw the forks away arh? Haha. Damn surprise when i saw the forks again. =)=)

See how happy i was eating my cake. ^^ Thanks JESS!

Card from JESS and Cherilyn Darling. =) Oh they gave me a PURPLE scarf as my present! =)

PURPLE earpiece from Hanwei as my birthday present! Thanks Hanwei! ^^

Dadi bought me a birthday cake when he went out to the market in the morning that day! haha! And it's fruit cake again!! Thanks dadi!

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2nd post on W45A!!

Halo! Gonna post about my class W45A now. haha! As we know RP everyday must do PowerPoint presentation (PPT) right. Then on last friday, it was Enterprise module and one of the team decided to perform a skit instead of normal PPT. And i tell you, their skit, SUPER FUNNY! I laugh till like nobody's business. I took some photos and also video it down. But the stupid uncle ah beng doesn't want to sent me the video! >< *ANGRY ANGRY* Cause there's something wrong with my cable arh, then i cant transfer the files from my phone to the lappy. So, after i video i bluetooth to his lappy. And now, he DOESN'T want to sent me. &%$#$^&**!!! BUT, nevermind. Cause i have the photos! Muahahaha.

The male lead of the day! muahahahaha!!! Cute bo. (Brian don't kill me please)

Hahahahaha!!!!! After he untied the rubber band/clips on his hair, this is what happened. LOL!

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3rd post on W45A AGAIN!

Okay okay, another post on W45A again. haha! We had a mass chat on msn on saturday night discussing about our class outing. I was the one who called for this mass chat la. Cause Princess budget(show oh) and hid had been asking me about the outing. haha! And as usual, funny things always happened when W45A is having mass chat in msn.

I suggest you guys read the conversation between us. Damn FUNNY la! ^^

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*Drum roll*

TADANG!
Last post on the food fair held at Singapore Expo food review together with HP and Yingzi!

Before i comment anything about the food part, there's something i must must must say about. And people, please open your big eyes and read carefully. The post later on the ranting part is about what i've met with, and it's totally 100% none edited in any of our conversation. It's something that happened to me, HP and Yingzi during the food fair which i must rant about. To hell if you think i'm bullshitting or whatsoever.

Okay, so i met up with Hp and Yingzi at Singapore Expo MRT station and it's really fully crowded with PEOPLE! Haha! So we were like walking around and looking at foods, deciding on what to buy and review later. And we walked past a certain hmmm do i call them booth or stalls?
*scratch head & think* Okay let's call them stalls. =) Then me and Yingzi saw this.

Black pepper noodle.
I swear it looks super nice and tempting when it's in the pot.

So, we bought it la, DUH! And also accompanied with shark fin (shut up! i heard ppl saying shark Fyn! Must be you right vveijie, and you HP and you you you Meldric! ><) and scallop Si Chuan soup.

Scallop Si Chuan soup

Shark Fin (shut up la! stop saying shark fyn okay. i angry arh. LOL ><)

The Kong Ba Bao! It's the nicest among all the food that we bought! ^^

Show you guys our drinks. haha! very cute one okay.

The Jelly Juice! I remembered i love this drink during my primary school days.

This is candid hor! We never pose for HP okay. haha! Me and Yingzi were looking at some chinese herb.

After we bought all the foods already then we went looking for tables loh. I tell you arh, yingzi eyesight super good la! From far far she can bio dao table liao. haha! Super fast!! So the girls wanna start attacking on the food liao. Then HP suddenly, eh wait wait wait. I wanna take photos first. -.-" Then when he take still need to find angle somemore, very mafan sia. Still need us to help him open the food. haha! And finally after the whole photo taking session *actually very fast only la, haha* we attack on the food! Muahaha!!! But when i put the black pepper noodle into my mouth. I was like, walao! Kanna dua(cheated) by the appearance.

Looks nice, smells nice but doesn’t taste nice. Aiya, i don’t wanna comment on the noodle already la. The shark fin and scallop Si Chuan soup was normal. BUT, the Kong Ba Bao that we bought was really very nice! =) Especially the black pepper one(my opinion) However, if you are those like EEEEEEE~~~~ So oily so many fats. Too bad then, you MISSED out the good food. Haha! :P

Okay here is the ranting post. This part is the part where by it really spoilt our mood on that day can. And people, this is MY ranting post. What i’m gonna say later is all the truth and what i’ve met with. And i don’t need any stupid comments on this. If you wanna comment, then please OPEN your BIG eyes and read carefully + put yourself into our shoes before you start making any comments and end up making a fool of yourself. =)

So we were eating on the table that is being provided la. So eat till halfway, there was like this family i think, standing beside us. They consists of uncles, aunties and kids. So when i was eating halfway, this auntie suddenly placed her USED testing cups and tissue onto the table when we are STILL EATING! WTF. While at first i was like okay, never mind elderly i give chances. (If it’s teenagers i confirm gan + diao already) But Yingzi was a bit pissed already so she flick away the cups la. LOL.

So when we thought they knew we were unhappy with their actions (cause no more USED cups/tissue coming in) this uncle suddenly throw his USED TISSUE onto hp’s plate. (we made a plate for HP using the cover of the takeaway box.) I was like damn stunt when the idiot uncle just threw it onto HP’s plate can. WTH! We were like still EATING can! E-A-T-I-N-G! Then my face starts to turn abit liao, but yingzi was dam angry already, so we start bickering with the uncle la. And that damn uncle can still talk back to us as if he has done nothing wrong can, still dare to say, why can’t throw here, your territory meh. And some more talk until macham wanna wack us like that. BASTARD! I dare you yo wack me la hor, if you wack i make sure you wash your buttock clean clean and go inside sit! (IF you guys understand what i'm trying to say then good for you. =)

In my mind i was like EH HELLO UNCLE! We were still eating at the table okay, are you blind or what. TA MA DE! Imagine if you eating halfway then got one idiot suddenly placed their USED cups/tissue onto your table and treat your table like rubbish bin i see you happy anot. Then the auntie in the group was like suan liao la suan liao la. BASTARD! And when i looked around other tables, i then realised that we were the only teenagers, rest of them were adults. So i told HP and Yingzi la, say must be they see us the only teenagers here that’s why they throw our table la. BASTARD. Why they don’t dare to go and throw on the adult’s table.

KNN! *ANGRY ANGRY* Now i recap i really damn dulan, wonder how i managed to control on that day. Some more they got bring kids along with them, and so this is the way they teach the kids la. To throw your fucking USED cups and tissue onto other people’s table when they are still eating is it. Seriously what kind of role model you are la. Shame on you. End of ranting post.

So after we finished our food, we went to other fair also la. Decided to chill outside of the crowded area. Settle down and have some drinks, chit chat here and there. Talk about some random stuffs and also the gathering on 20 June. At first i don't wanna go de, cause i have something on that day. Then i kanna HP saikou till i feel like going liao sia. haha! But i still waiting for him to confirm with me who's going la. If too many famous bloggers going then i no 1 go liao loh. Cause is like, they can blog so well then compared to me, i like shit like that. LOL. -.-"

On my way back, Yingzi teach me how to take 969 back to admiralty. ^^ haha! cause i'm always a noob at travelling. Before i went out to meet HP at Expo i even went gothere.sg to check how to go okay. What, don't believe? Wait i show you guys the screenshoot.

Believe now? Haha!

Donuts which i bought home for some snacks.

Twist with my shades! ^^

Act cool only. LOL!

Can you see me? Muahahaha!!

The journey was quite long and boring la, so i start to take photos loh. And when bus 969 reached admiralty already, then i turned, getting ready to alight. From there i realised there's this guy sitting behind me can. And i was like OMG! Does that means he witness the wohle process of me taking photos??? Haha!

ME in my PURPLE PY without makeup! Cute right?! *vomitting in process* LOL!

Qing tang! Dadi bought for me. ^^ yum yum.

No no no, this is not my handphone. This is barney no 2's (meldric)

BUT don't you guys find that PURPLE lanyard familiar? haha! come let's scroll up to my header and compare the PURPLE lanyard in my header's photo and this photo. LOL. I gave my lanyard to barney la. haha! But he never take care hao hao.

Wednesday i go down NP find him then he say the small ring went missing. He lucky i got extra ring on my keychain so i help him fix back loh. haha! And the above is after i fixed back the ring. =) Barney must take good care of me PURPLE lanyard hor! Hehe! (nothing to do so i blogged about barney cause i wanna disturb him :P)

Updat-ing in process

2009-06-01T00:28:00.002+08:00

Okay okay. Give me ~~1 hour~~ 2 days at least.
I'm in the process of merching all my post together and ~~post it all by today~~ editing all the stupid pictures =)
Wait arh, don't run away hor! Wait wait. hehe ^^
Paiseh la! I just finish writting/replying all my emails and my eyelid is closing already. ><
I promise i will post as soon as everything is done okay. =)

Bad mood

2009-05-29T12:36:00.002+08:00

YA, I'M A BAD GIRL.
SO, FUCKING STAY AWAY FROM ME IF YOU DON'T WANNA BE INFLUENCE BY ME.

Treasure it

2009-05-29T00:45:00.003+08:00

Quoted from sayang.

"Tell you once
Tell you twice
Heck care the third time"

Looking at you reminds me of him and i don't like it.

Don't follow his footsteps, cause he's a fucking bastard!

PS; You wouldn't want people to give up their hopes on you. That feeling sucks. Trust me, i've been through that. And it's damn bloody hell difficult for you to gain back their hopes/trust towards you again. Conclusion: treasure what you have now, don't spoil the beauty of it. =)

My new layout is completing very very soon. haha!

No cup noodles. T.T

2009-05-27T01:30:00.003+08:00

My house has no more cup noodles and i'm super hungry now. Didn't had my dinner cause i sleep right after i reach home till 9 plus. T.T Any kind souls out there don't mind getting me supper?
I know la, nobody will get me supper one loh. >.<

Oh ya one thing. NEVER EVER COMMENT ON ANY MARTIAL ARTS IF YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT IT IS REALLY ABOUT. CAUSE YOU WILL BE JUST MAKING A FOOL OF YOURSELF!

=) I'm happy today but also hungry. >.<
PS; Must must must remind myself to get cup noodles and cotton pad after school tml. ^.^

2009-05-26T10:57:00.003+08:00

HALO! Any RP student here viewing my blog??
Okay, i have to bring one marketing member along on my one day camp held on 8th June. So, if you are an RP student and also from Marketing IG (not an ex-co member)

Can you PLEASE kindly leave me a comment/tag me or email me at fynwu@live.com
And let me know that you are interested to tag along. =)
Help me ask around all your friends okay. I seriously need to bring one member along.
Thank you thank you!!

2009-05-25T23:38:00.001+08:00

I need to get a job seriously. People, any intro anot?
If got leave me a comment, tag me or email me at fynwu@live.com
Thanks in advance.

I MISS them calling me Xidi~~~~~

2009-05-22T23:09:00.004+08:00

Fyn or xidi? Fyn= name used in poly, xidi= name for my whole 17 life and still counting. If you ask me which name i prefer. I will tell you seriously is xidi. Oh ya, in case you guys doesn't knows how to pronouce, it's called CD. Ya, that CD-Rom. LOLs. That's the way you pronouce it in english. In chinese you pronouce it as xi-di. Excatly the same pronoucation as the taiwan celebrity Xiao S.

You people must be curious since i like people to call me xidi then why bother asking my poly mates to call me fyn right. Let me tell you guys, that's because it all depends on who are the ones calling me xidi. I've know most of my secondary school mates for 4 years already and the bond in between us is like Wah!!! How to compare with poly mates la you tell me.

So, whenever i heard people calling me xidi i will feel more relax cause confirm is my secondary school mates one. And i will be more happy la, seriously. haha. You guys understand what i'm talking about anot? I also don't understand what i'm saying. My brain now super slow cause i've just taken my cough syrup. So, abit retard la. haha! I really really really miss my 4E3 a lot a lot. I miss all the fun that we always have during our lessons. Show you guys my class. ^.^

Took this class photo during last year teacher's day celebration.
(I know can't see clearly, just bear with it la)

On the gallery watching performance for the teacher's day celebration. ^.^

On the graduation day itself
Jess, Junxing & Xidi (ME!)

Jess, Hafiz(sayang) & Xidi(ME!)

Last but not least, my girls!
Xidi(ME!), Jess(haojiemei), Cherilyn(darling) & Wika(laogong)

PS; I'm ONLY 17 this year! SEVENTEEN!! Stop saying that i'm 18, 19 or even 20. I don't look so old! Don't I?

Changi+Seletar airbase=AWESOME!

2009-05-21T23:01:00.003+08:00

I had an awesome day on that day itself. Thanks for accompanying me for the one whole day when you can just fuck care me. (I owe you once) A super special birthday present for me i would say, though it's a belated one.

Had a great day with you while we were doing stupid stuff. It was really very stupid of us to walk in that kind of ulu ulu road to our destinations okay. Haha!

Here's my message to you:

"Tired we may seems, but stress is relieved.
No more sigh as I've know of a ways to take in.
Friends might not always be with me, but you were there when i need."

A hundred millions thanks to you. You are really a very very very very very(very x100) good friend. I'm really fourtune to have know you. You are just like a smiling and naughty babi, so continue living it this way. Like what you have said, smile is the second best things we can do with our lips. Therefore, allow me this belated birthday girl to wish you always be so happy and naughty in your whole life way till you are old. Last but not least, what pass is passED, dwell on it no more. Forgive and forget is the key to it.

Thanks! My new friend. =)

PSP slim for SALE!!

2009-05-19T21:46:00.003+08:00

Okay, my friend wants to sell his PSP slim away.

Colour is in black
Appearance wise, abit of scratches. Condition 8/10
Working condition 10/10
Includes 4 GB memory stick, crystal casing, Charger, Manual, PSP Box & Cable
Selling at $275

For those who are interested or has any enquiries, it will be better for you to email me at fynwu@live.com or you may also leave a comment in my comment box. Try not to use the tagboard as i'm afraid i might missed it. =)

passED

2009-05-19T21:06:00.007+08:00

To: blah blah blah~~~ What pass is passED. Dwell on it NO more. Forgive and forget is the key to it. =)

PS;, had a talk with korkor in the evening something like the super duper long post issue, and what he says is really true. Marmiie and Dadi are doing all this for my own good. I shouldn't have blame them. I STILL love them. <3<3